a downpour.

it's so much better to think of your warm bed than waking up for a 7 am make-up class. wala naman talaga akong class ng Wednesday! oh well, natulog din naman ako sa lecture. just like conditional probability, the chances of me falling asleep in class given the weather and sleep deprivation is 1.

**

i love the rain. a welcome respite from the heat. plus school work. *grins widely*

conversely, i hate it. makes me think too much about random stuff that i'm trying to suppress. kaya siguro ako tumatanda agad.

**

to the girl who...

...knows how to kick some butt
...wakes up earlier than any normal human being
...still looks great even with braces
...has great pipes (na hindi pa pinaparinig sa akin!)
...will join us in SE!
...who isn't (joke!)

happy 18th birthday ruby...este shai!

[a camphone is really handy during special occasions like this. thanks for a great day yesterday! (kahit na medyo off ako after ng Rush Hour. must be my dinner. hehe.) hope you enjoyed your special day! =)]

tagged

RULES:
1. Write about how much you are addicted about something.
2. Don't forget to include the percentage of 'addictedness' towards that thing.
3. All with one condition > The total of the percentage must be 100%
4. You MUST tag others and continue tagging but please don't forget to explain the rules and notify that person so that they know they had been tagged.

internet [20%]. surfing the net consists of 3 activites: blogging, Peyups forum-lurking, and e-mail. oh, count in friendster.

mathematics [6%]. before, i tried to love numbers. now, i am attached.

food bingeing [14%]. enough said.

tambay [20%]. lately, i've been going home late [pardon the redundancy] in the evening. i can't resist good company, even if it means threats of grounding.

cartoons [7%]. yeah. thanks to younger siblings, i have an excuse to catch the latest episode of Foster's Home or a new Disney Channel original movie.

SMS [13%]. i have renewed interest in unlimited texting. i have sent around 3000 messages in the past 2 weeks alone.

reading [5%]. reading my sister's novels for the nth time. and i never get tired of it.

lomography [10%]. flowery term for 'spontaneous camwhoring.' but seriously, i love taking pictures of stuff i deem aesthetic or comical every so often.

sleep [5%]. being a nocturnal being does have its perks. but i need my share of sleep once in a while.

still searching for others who haven't been tagged yet. oh, the tag is courtesy of gerome. =)

**

it's a good thing i'm leaving CMC for the School of Economics. goodness, it took me 7 hours to get the dean's signature. i was on the verge of tears as the deadline approached. apparently, they have no sense of urgency, even though i told them a couple of times already that i needed my clearance and permit to transfer yesterday! never mind that i missed our study group and professor's surprise for rona's debut. [happy birthday rona! sorry i wasn't able to greet you personally.] add to my dilemma some irksome UPCAT-passer wannabes who thought they own the Office of the Univ Registrar. as if they could ace the exam with that attitude.

now, red tape is one thing i'm not going to miss about CMC.

pic is part of design proposal for the new CMC shirt. thanks to ate marian. =)

of joy and angst.

it pays off after all.

the sleepless nights,
the group studies [or should i say, group tambay? hehe.],
the migraines from solving ridiculously hard problems,
the group texting,
everything.

now i really know what it feels like to get one. =p

**

the rain keeps on falling...
...depression starts to sink in.

we learn from our mistakes.
i beg to differ.
because of my fear that my past will continue to haunt me
i continue to commit the very same mistakes i made in the first place.
it's really hard to let it go. but i'm trying.

looking back,
it wasn't worth the trouble, after all.

[thanks sir and study group. you're the best. =p]