of joy and angst.

it pays off after all.

the sleepless nights,
the group studies [or should i say, group tambay? hehe.],
the migraines from solving ridiculously hard problems,
the group texting,
everything.

now i really know what it feels like to get one. =p

**

the rain keeps on falling...
...depression starts to sink in.

we learn from our mistakes.
i beg to differ.
because of my fear that my past will continue to haunt me
i continue to commit the very same mistakes i made in the first place.
it's really hard to let it go. but i'm trying.

looking back,
it wasn't worth the trouble, after all.

[thanks sir and study group. you're the best. =p]

life support

thank you CRS, for giving me a slot in Math 17 Z2-B. i wouldn't have met these wonderful people [except for ryan, we've known each other since our DPS days] and our cool professor. mag-prerog kayo sa math 100 namin ha? =p

in the heat of it all.

found a comic strip of Calvin and Hobbes on writing. it reminded me how i miss writing - plus the two of them are really cute - so i changed the look of my blog.

my summer so far...

i managed to gain a few more pounds.
i managed to pay an occasional visit at my high school to work on the yearbook.
i managed to survive two weeks of math [3 more weeks to go. more migraines for me. just kidding.]
according to my prof, he saw my friendster profile [now, i wouldn't be surprised if he finds his way over here.]
i managed to attend a friend's party. [and will attend another one tomorrow]

happy 18th birthday cathy! [april 29] muntik ka na naming mabuko kagabi. aral muna ha? hehe. =p

numb3rs

[behind the scenes - pre-summer term]

arrived at College of Mass Comm at around 8. got my form 5A by 8.30. waited for my program adviser until 10 (i am a bad boy. i discreetly fell in line in between my blockmates since i came from the news room where fellow Journ majors are desperately hoping for the resurrection of the CRS website) . filled up my form 5 (good thing i brought an ordinary ballpen. bumakat ang sulat sa ibang forms!) and had it assessed by 10.30 AM. got it back at exactly 3 PM (good thing i stayed and kept my temper under control). payed tuition at Palma Hall by 4, where I met a grade school friend who eventually accompanied me in claiming my class cards and going home.

the delay is courtesy of RealTime enlistment. thanks to realtime enlistment, validation of form 5as took an eternity (since some students might illegally get classes with no slots left. plus we're talking of CMC here, where normal assessment takes an hour.), connecting to the CRS website took an eternity (it was past 10 and still the connection sucked. big time.), and it seemed that manual enlistment and prerogative would be history.

**

summer term has started. professor's cool. reminded me of my PE instructor last sem. malakas mang-alaska. hihi.

add meaning to your life.
strive for infinite excellence.
distribute goodness to others.
keep it real.
be a difference.

i am trying to love numbers right now. hope it loves me in return.

more soon. got to finish the proving the existence of the cancellation axiom. *sigh*
EDIT: done with homework. thanks ray! =p